Dear
brothers and sisters! The love of Christ was the fire that inflamed the
life of St. Teresa Benedicta of the Cross. Long before she realized it, she
was caught by this fire. At the beginning she devoted herself to freedom.
For a long time Edith Stein was a seeker. Her mind never tired of searching and
her heart always yearned for hope. She traveled the arduous path of philosophy
with passionate enthusiasm. Eventually she was rewarded: she seized the truth.
Or better: she was seized by it. Then she discovered that truth had a name:
Jesus Christ. From that moment on, the incarnate Word was her One and All.
Looking back as a Carmelite on this period of her life, she wrote to a
Benedictine nun: “Whoever seeks the truth is seeking God, whether consciously
or unconsciously.”
Although
Edith Stein had been brought up religiously by her Jewish mother, at the age of
14 she “had consciously and deliberately stopped praying.” She wanted to rely
exclusively on herself and was concerned to assert her freedom in making
decisions about her life. At the end of a long journey, she came to the
surprising realization: only those who commit themselves to the love of
Christ become truly free.
This
woman had to face the challenges of such a radically changing century as our
own. Her experience is an example to us. The modern world boasts of the
enticing door which says: everything is permitted. It ignores the narrow gate
of discernment and renunciation. I am speaking especially to you, young
Christians, particularly to the many altar servers who have come to Rome these
days on pilgrimage: Pay attention! Your life is not an endless series
of open doors! Listen to your heart! Do not stay on the surface,
but go to the heart of things! And when the time is right,
have the courage to decide! The Lord is waiting for you to put your freedom in
his good hands.